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a mediocre but with huge heart... a man with big dreams... have a simple life... loves to read, read, read, read, read... wanting and longing for somebody who will love me, won't hurt me and will never live me...

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09/02/08--23:00: Questions (chan 2688918)




09/02/08--23:34: a blessing... (chan 2688918)

everyday we receive blessing in different ways, in different and no definite time, places and occasions. unexpectedly and surprisingly it comes.
me,.. i can say that i'm so blessed when God brought someone back into my life, for me to keep, to care for, and to love with all my heart and soul. my life is now complete, has a new meaning and i found my reason to live,
beyko!



09/19/08--17:49: trip to mental hospital and tahanang walang hagdan (chan 2688918)

mga wala magawa sa byahe kaya e2, tinopak na


09/22/08--09:56: me ang the gorilla (chan 2688918)




09/30/08--11:18: 09-29-08 broken soul, broken heart..poor me (chan 2688918)




10/03/08--06:33: day before fiesta (chan 2688918)

it's fun to watch this kind of


10/05/08--06:55: Photo Album 2008-10-05 #2 (chan 2688918)




10/09/08--18:57: it's hard... (chan 2688918)

it's hard to ignore the things and actions that you already got used to..

 

it's hard to kill time when you've always spend your time with your someone special...

 

it's hard to let go of the feelings that you have for your dear someone, specially if it's 100% true and pure...

 

it's hard to move on when you've dedicated your life for your special someone...

 

it's really hard to forget your true love...

 

it's hard to pick up the pieces of your broken heart and how you will fit them back together into there places...

 

it's hard to move on...

 

how will i let go of the feelings that i thought will last forever...

 

how will i let go of you my love for i treat you as my life...huhuhu...

 

i tried to set my feelings aside but i just can't...it just keeps growing stronger, deeper...

 

poor soul, poor me, poor heart of mine, i just don't know what to do...

bey, i really just can't let go of you...i still love you with all my life...


10/16/08--04:26: i stay in LOVE... (chan 2688918)

Oh baby

Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can’t stand it

Make or break up

Can’t take this madness

We don’t even really know why

All I know is baby

I try and try so hard

To keep our love alive

If you don’t know me at this point

Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me

That unconditional love I used to feel

It’s no mistaking

We’re just erasing

From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it’s over

You’re really gone

It’s killing me

Cause there ain’t nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love you

And I keep on telling myself

That you’ll come back around

And I try to front like “Oh well”

Each time you let me down

See I can’t get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby

I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na

Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep

It hurts down to my soul

My friends tellin' me

I ain’t the same no more...


11/03/08--08:16: jardin de antonio (chan 2688918)




11/04/08--17:15: ang mga GALA!!! (chan 2688918)




11/08/08--09:00: Dairymoor (chan 2688918)

a place where i can read my books and enjoy my Barako


11/18/08--22:00: QUESTIONS (chan 2688918)

i wanna know why this feels so right
i wanna know why you hold met tight
each and every night, it keeps me up all night
thinking about the things i like
can't believe you're in my life

i wanna know why you're the one
the things that they should have you've already done
god sent you straight to me
you make me wanna sing la la la la ahh..

(chorus)
but, when you look at me
do you see you're wife
can you picture us loving each other for life
are you playing a role, just like the rest
these are the questions that i ask myself
if another should come whose finer than me
and she wanna take you're love away
would you live, baby please answer this questions

could this be my whole fantasy
maybe you could just be too good for me
if i don't wake then i won't see
coz if I'm not the one then who is in me
in the midst of the tears how come
i love you more and more and more
i never longed for no one yes it's true
seems like this questions keeps me here with you 
(chorus)

if you really wanna be with me
then i'll say i'l...


12/17/08--08:36: my uncle ron and aunt ruschell's wedding (chan 2688918)




12/18/08--06:24: MONTEVISTA (chan 2688918)




12/22/08--02:57: anton diva - paano na kaya (Singapore) (chan 2688918)

wow! galing ng version ni anton...great


01/09/09--08:27: a heart to mend... (chan 2688918)

it's been 3 months now and still i have this feeling for this person.
every time i see his pictures it all comes back...
the feelings i had for him...
the love that i gave and showed...
the way i caress him, cuddle and fondle with him...
it's really hard to get over and forget what we had...
the moments and times that we're together...
how i say "i love him with all my heart" and that i'll always be his knight in shining armor no matter what...
(SIGH)

i can't move on that easily...
what he likes to do is the same of what my interests are..
i love to read and so is he...
i love coffee and so is he...
peanut, ohhh..., spicy peanut we love it!
he got his cute little monkey stuffed toy and i do too have my own...
it's really hard to forget a great person and the one you love the most...

up to now, i'm still trying to mend my heart and patch back the broken pieces of it. it's really hard but i have to...
i pray and wish that someday, he'll be back in my arms to make him feel how much i still...


01/20/09--06:09: galera november '08 (chan 2688918)




01/28/09--07:55: ...love is too powerful. (chan 2688918)

this four words were just part of a paragraph that caught my attention from the book that i'm reading. by the way, the title of the book is THE RULE OF FOUR and the whole paragraph goes like this:

"that little boy is LOVE. he's not supposed to be on your side. you fight with him, you try to undo what he does to others. but he is to powerful. no matter how much we suffer, our hardship cannot move him."

i tried to read this paragraph for like 3 times more and pause for a moment just to let it sink in. then came across my mind the memories of what happened with my last relationships, specially with bey. it simply says all, as simple as that! you will do anything for your love one/s just for the sake of love even if it's against all the odds. you give all your best to please him/her, make him/her feel that you care and think of him/her in almost all the time, and let him/her know that he is simply your life. for some, it will work and that's great. but for the others, it will not. all ...


02/09/09--22:15: trip to taal then to Max resto (chan 2688918)




02/09/09--22:53: tagaytay (ang mga gala) (chan 2688918)




02/09/09--23:57: antipolo (nagsimba at nag-KODAKAN) (chan 2688918)




02/15/09--08:45: a little too not over you... (chan 2688918)

It never crossed my mind at all
That’s what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

*
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around
You’re with him now
I just can’t figure it out

**
Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you
I’m not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What’s wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn’t think it’d be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
(*)

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I’m on my own
I won’t let you go
I’ll never understand
I’ll never understand
Yeah, ohhh, wooo, ohh
(**2x)


02/19/09--22:47: David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You (chan 2688918)




02/25/09--00:13: ang balbas at bigote..bow! (chan 2688918)




06/22/09--22:20: ang wala magawa... (chan 2688918)